Frankly, if you're a Christian, you should be gathering with fellow believers.
People to read the bible with, to worship with, to do life with.
This is one of the imperatives in the bible. So if you think you don't need it, you're wrong. God says you do.
You may have been burned by it in the past, but don't give up.
Find your people to gather with.
Get plugged in.
Invite people into your life.
And experience life in ways you haven't been.
It's worth the effort.